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Sickness:Taking care of you...
I’m actually sick for the pass 2 days and it kind of sucks. I won’t go into the specifics, but if I don’t feel better tomorrow, my supervisor is going to be called. So if this post is lacking … blame it on the illness.
Missing work led to a discussion with a former interest of mine about being sick and caring for another person. He really showed his care towards me when I was sick!
Early on when I was working on last Friday, I got a little cough and yet I do not really bothered about it. The next morning around 4am, I woke up in a sudden and felt difficult to breath. Struggling on my bed, rolling here and there and just wanted to find a comfortable position for me to sleep. I dun dare to tell my mother because I thought I will be fine after a while. I ran down to get a cup of warm water which can really made me feel good. Half an hour pass...I can't speak out loud! I wondered why!
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My Asthma is back! (I hate myself)
I needed someone to “nurse me to health” …He came around 930am on Sunday...
matt: how do you feel right now?
me: not really well...a bit dizzy and I think I'm sick! Do you think I should go for my contemporary dance rehearsal tonight?
matt: you are really fine la baby...you just want to manja right?awwww...
me: nyier...massage for me please...
matt: ok ok...started to play with my legs...
how am I going to suffer in this 3 months?(march-june)
So I created this list just 2 days ago, 150 things I want to do before I turn 25, hmmm..why 25? giving me five years to get it all done. For a while, I worked on crossing out those things and then, while I didn’t forget about the list, it kind of got pushed to the background and I lost focus. yeah, it's true...read more...
Well, I turned 19 few months ago, which means I’m at the halfway mark to 20, but clearly not at the halfway mark on this list. Hmm. I’ve got some catching up to do.
It’s been a while since I updated this list, and part of me feels a bit silly doing so. I don’t want it to ever feel like I’m doing something because it’s on a list somewhere, rather I want to experience the new things that come my way and while I want to make an effort to go do some things that I think would be cool learning experiences, sometimes, it feels like I’ve outgrown certain goals and don’t feel the need to do them. (matured thinking huh? but I'm in a very serious situation right now to think about my future...)
I might shift around some of the goals on this list, but for now, here’s an update.
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001. Pass my audition to go WAAPA in aus
002. Travel around in Perth.
I traveled to Perth with my family few years ago. Did I ever tell you that? Was hoping to get another stamp on my passport, and this time hoping to travel together with my best friend XIU XIU and my sweetheart Matthew Ong.
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025. Search for a part time job in Perth. I really need a job to cover my living expenses because you guys are pretty sure about the living cost in aus right? so yea, I no need to explain in detail...maybe work at McD..who knows? but I really hope to find a job that is similar to my current job which is part time Ballet teacher. I want to gain more teaching experience...why? read more...
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032. Do more research about Ballet studio
So, you know, my dream is to open a dance studio, either in aus or Malaysia. not so sure yet...will update with you guys few years later...hahaaa
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033. Improve my dance techniques.
Hey don’t judge me. I know I have been dance for several years, 15 years...but my stamina is super low...my turn out, my point toes...so many more for me to improve...no one is perfect!
055. Meet 2 people I admire
Rain Bi
oh my beloved korean boyfriend..he is there waiting to teach me how to dance! I have his first serial album, FULL HOUSE!
Polina Semionova,
the best Ballet dancer in the world! hey there, she is pointing at me! I guess she wants to tell me something!
106. Let someone feed me peeled, seedless grapes.
I have the someone standing here ready and at attention, now where do I get those peeled, seedless grapes?at me!
hey shopaholic, look at the picture! the style, the daily fashion...and I myself went shopping yesterday to One Utama and The Curve. Let me just briefly tell you what did I bought yesterday huh!!! 2 tops, a mini skirt and a hot pant from WH, a very casual blazer from Forever 21(actually I need it for my intern)...nah, is not an excuse yea...haha..and a jeans from MNG. what else? let me think first...oh yea, I wanted to buy sandals for my intern, but somebody was stopping me...MATTHEW TARD ONG! Come on..I need a pair of sandals! THAT'S ALL!
JUST FOR YOU! Despite it still being the beginning of March 10, this morning on my walk to KDU College, I heard birds singing and saw one little two little three little doggies jogging in the streets =.=".
For some reason, I felt my walk was a different than the countless other ones I have had amongst my late peers who are also quickly scurrying to class. Then I realized why. As a senior during my last semester in KDU, I realized I was thinking more about how to enjoy the present and a little bit less about the future. goodness!
My intern is coming...which is on next Thursday-> NAGA DDB! How do I feel right now?
nothing!!!seriously nothing! right now I just want to feel the happiness of_ _ _
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