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Sickness:Taking care of you...

Sunday, March 28, 2010
2:10 AM

I’m actually sick for the pass 2 days and it kind of sucks. I won’t go into the specifics, but if I don’t feel better tomorrow, my supervisor is going to be called. So if this post is lacking … blame it on the illness.

Missing work led to a discussion with a former interest of mine about being sick and caring for another person. He really showed his care towards me when I was sick!

Early on when I was working on last Friday, I got a little cough and yet I do not really bothered about it. The next morning around 4am, I woke up in a sudden and felt difficult to breath. Struggling on my bed, rolling here and there and just wanted to find a comfortable position for me to sleep. I dun dare to tell my mother because I thought I will be fine after a while. I ran down to get a cup of warm water which can really made me feel good. Half an hour pass...I can't speak out loud! I wondered why!

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My Asthma is back! (I hate myself)

I needed someone to “nurse me to health” …He came around 930am on Sunday...

matt: how do you feel right now?

me: not really well...a bit dizzy and I think I'm sick! Do you think I should go for my contemporary dance rehearsal tonight?

matt: you are really fine la baby...you just want to manja right?awwww...

me: nyier...massage for me please...

matt: ok ok...started to play with my legs...

me: (laughing there..having fun...)

matt: see..I told you..you are actually FINE.Just wanted to see me right?.you ar...

me: (staring at him with a manja look...)


After 8 hours of taking care of his girlfriend, he tertidur pulak...I really can feel the care and love from him towards me..I know he was bored in my house for 8 hours, and yet he would never complaint anything about it. Just taking care of me, playing monopoly with me, serving lunch for my sister...asked me to drink water, just want to make sure I'm comfortable by giving me enough blankets and pillows. If I want to sleep, he will put his palm on top of my eyes (cuz I always curi tengok television)... Give me a quick backrub if it will help me feel better.


p/s: you are such a patient bf without any complains!
add more points for you...
love you deeply from the bottom of my heart!

| simply by Melody

Perhaps written by Matt
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
7:51 PM


Perhaps I should buy a pen,
Perhaps I should go left,
Perhaps I should take a taxi,
Perhaps I should do some exercise.

Perhaps I should have lunch,
Perhaps I should shut up,
Perhaps I should sit down,
Perhaps I should walk away.

Perhaps I'll take a drink.
Perhaps I'll go to the toilet.
Perhaps I'll join the army.
Perhaps I'll be a pilot.

Perhaps these little things has brought me to you,
Perhaps we'll be ONE in the future,
Perhaps we'll be loving each other so true,
Perhaps that will be for sure.

So many perhaps has lead me to you today.
Perhaps that's just what it takes... "Perhaps"

By Matthew Ong to Melody Tee

| simply by Melody

emo-ing
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
7:28 PM

as you know... I am doing my practical training as it is part of our diploma subjects.
It is COMPULSORY!


as you know... I'm working in NAGA DDB at Kelana Square.


as you know... the office is approximately 30 mins away from my lovely home in kepong!!!! (not ulu yea pls!)


as you know... today is my fifth day and I need to suffer for 3 more months...(put a cross on the date itself when it pass)


as you know...intern's job is to do all those extra work, cutting newspaper and stuff like that, facing the computer and do some research!!!


as you know...sitting down for few hours right after lunch is not good because we will become fatter and fatter!


as you know...I am on diet yet I felt so sleepy once I swith on my computer! one of the light bulb ady spoilt and...


as you know...we are just an intern and we cant expect any good stuff from them!


as you know...intern's computer is not good as what you can imagine vuz they just simply choose a "lauzy" com for you!




how am I going to suffer in this 3 months?(march-june)


how am I going to contiue my work in a dark room?


how am I going to finish my work on time?


how am I going to lose weight in this 3 months?


how am I going to go online? the connection is so freeking slow!!!zzzzzzzzzzzz


(to be continue tmrw...)


okay guys, I gtg!
my supervisor is shouting my name (melodyyyyyyyyyyyy.....come here....)
me: okay..coming!
well, as you know she is sitting outside of my room, 5 steps away from me!...=.="





| simply by Melody

genting trip
Thursday, March 11, 2010
6:28 AM








I have no time to write words by words! so basically you just need to look at those pictures and you will know how fun we were in Genting! hahaahaha...and we got drunk...matt missed the chance of xxx because he went to casino alone! I am not going to tell you what is that...(xxx)

alright, I really need to go...tmrw I have to work! bye guys!

| simply by Melody

Update on "TO DO BEFORE I'm 25" list
Monday, March 8, 2010
6:44 PM

Dear peeps,

So I created this list just 2 days ago, 150 things I want to do before I turn 25, hmmm..why 25? giving me five years to get it all done. For a while, I worked on crossing out those things and then, while I didn’t forget about the list, it kind of got pushed to the background and I lost focus. yeah, it's true...read more...

Well, I turned 19 few months ago, which means I’m at the halfway mark to 20, but clearly not at the halfway mark on this list. Hmm. I’ve got some catching up to do.

It’s been a while since I updated this list, and part of me feels a bit silly doing so. I don’t want it to ever feel like I’m doing something because it’s on a list somewhere, rather I want to experience the new things that come my way and while I want to make an effort to go do some things that I think would be cool learning experiences, sometimes, it feels like I’ve outgrown certain goals and don’t feel the need to do them. (matured thinking huh? but I'm in a very serious situation right now to think about my future...)

I might shift around some of the goals on this list, but for now, here’s an update.

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001. Pass my audition to go WAAPA in aus

002. Travel around in Perth.
I traveled to Perth with my family few years ago. Did I ever tell you that? Was hoping to get another stamp on my passport, and this time hoping to travel together with my best friend XIU XIU and my sweetheart Matthew Ong.

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025. Search for a part time job in Perth. I really need a job to cover my living expenses because you guys are pretty sure about the living cost in aus right? so yea, I no need to explain in detail...maybe work at McD..who knows? but I really hope to find a job that is similar to my current job which is part time Ballet teacher. I want to gain more teaching experience...why? read more...

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032. Do more research about Ballet studio
So, you know, my dream is to open a dance studio, either in aus or Malaysia. not so sure yet...will update with you guys few years later...hahaaa

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033. Improve my dance techniques.
Hey don’t judge me. I know I have been dance for several years, 15 years...but my stamina is super low...my turn out, my point toes...so many more for me to improve...no one is perfect!

055. Meet 2 people I admire

Rain Bi

oh my beloved korean boyfriend..he is there waiting to teach me how to dance! I have his first serial album, FULL HOUSE!


Polina Semionova,

the best Ballet dancer in the world! hey there, she is pointing at me! I guess she wants to tell me something!








106. Let someone feed me peeled, seedless grapes.
I have the someone standing here ready and at attention, now where do I get those peeled, seedless grapes?at me!


| simply by Melody

Shopping for the day
6:14 PM

hey shopaholic, look at the picture! the style, the daily fashion...and I myself went shopping yesterday to One Utama and The Curve. Let me just briefly tell you what did I bought yesterday huh!!! 2 tops, a mini skirt and a hot pant from WH, a very casual blazer from Forever 21(actually I need it for my intern)...nah, is not an excuse yea...haha..and a jeans from MNG. what else? let me think first...oh yea, I wanted to buy sandals for my intern, but somebody was stopping me...MATTHEW TARD ONG! Come on..I need a pair of sandals! THAT'S ALL!

so hmmm...can I?



| simply by Melody

ILOVEWONDERMILK
Sunday, March 7, 2010
11:18 PM

hey there, I just want to share a little bit about something that can really makes you feel like biting it! guess what is that?

JUST FOR YOU!
special for my beloved BALLET teacher- Loo Chingli
well guys, the Wondermilk is in Uptown!
look carefully...few pairs of Ballet shoes and tutu!!!
cutie huh?

| simply by Melody